***disclaimer*** cheetos have nothing to do with this, and if this is the sole reason for regarding this entry, you can stop here. granted, cheetos represent in many ways an amazingly awesome yet disparagingly bad addiction. i find when you eat one, you can't just stop there - with an end result being a stomach ache, sticky cheesy orangish-color residue staining your fingers, and compressed chunks of the cornmeal substance wedged in your teeth [namely the molars].

well, on with the show...

have you ever thought about the major decisions that define your life? already i've had several of these. these moments don't last long - but lately with everything that's been going on - i find myself asking with greater frequency: what would i be doing if i never went off to film school. where would i be if i had moved to colorado in 2005. what would have become of me if i didn't attend ASU.

well, the answer is it's anyone's guess...

life's too short to second guess those decisions that have already made. you can't allow yourself to dwell on the past, because you don't know what the future will bring. however, i do look back on things i've done and the situations i wish i could have acted differently in - even when there was nothing left to give. but, the unfortunate reality is for all those moments there is nothing i can do to affect change. just understand the circumstances and accept it for myself and move-on.

there are people i miss greatly, places i wish i could see again, and moments that i look back on and cringe - but i won't say that i regret anything - i just wish i could have done things differently. tomorrow will bring about change, but it's learning to make the most of it with the time that is given to us.

so here's to tomorrow and the craziness [good and bad] that it will bring.